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[ Hit Me Baby! ] [27 Jan 2006|04:57pm] I MET AIDEN AND HAWTHORNE HEIGHTS AARRGHHH!! see myspace blog 4 a lil bit bout it n a piccy :D www.myspace.com/gemzy also yoda gone 2 norway 2day n im SOOOOO totaly bummed about it :( he gone til monday. we stayed at his sisters the night of the gig (were met aiden n H.Heights) and she asked why im not goin is it coz i dont fancy norway..i was like erm i wasnt asked!! so im bumemd about that 2. anywayz.....:( im off 2 go back 2 crying...

[ Hit Me Baby! ] [02 Jan 2006|12:10pm] HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE! hope its a good year :) i will update about my xmas n new year later rite now Yoda is taking me shopping YAY Love n Hugs xxxxxxxxxxxxx

[ Hit Me Baby! ] [22 Dec 2005|02:05pm] ok so now i've had time 2 think n calm down..n i've relised i am a selfish cow! Why shudnt Yoda go out n enjoy himself at xmas?? i was just thinking about myself n being totaly selfish. so i tink am ok about not seeing him now, he duz it evry year i think so why cant he do it this year? im just being a bitch coz iv got no friends of my own 2 do that kinda stuff with! *breaths* ok so my new year resolution - stop being selfish!

[ Hit Me Baby! ] [19 Dec 2005|04:57pm] This xmas is gonna suck :( I nvr saw Yoda all this weekend coz he chose 2 go 2 football on sat n worked on sunday! n then i find out am not gonna see him over xmas coz he is goin up 2 his sisters, like he cud just not drink at dinner n come down n get me at night n then drink! he was meant 2 work xmas eve so he got boxing day off (he sed we wud spend boxing day 2gether) but now he decided 2 work xmas eve so he can go out with his mates all day 2 the pub! guess im not that special then....am i wrong 2 think that we shud spend time 2gether at xmas???! but with my ex's we wud always see each other either in the morning or at nite! *goes away 2 sulk* *EDIT my mum says im a moody cow no wonder i dont have any friends!! *burst in2 tears* thats the meanest thing any one cud say 2 me rite now n it came from my mum!!!!

[ 1 Gun To My Head | Hit Me Baby! ] [12 Dec 2005|01:44pm] So my last entry me n yoda were aruging..its all back 2 normal now it got sorted out he didnt drink drive n spent the rest of the weekend makin it up 2 me:D anyway this weekend we went xmas shopping and yoda got me sum stuff..stuff i know about are: Some V V cool Knee High Converse boots (black with white laces) Special GirlFriend Teddy ( soooo cute) 2 Tops Jeans YAY he says he got me some surprises 2 oohh i've got him: Rangers Cushion and a rangers Air freshner tingy thats V cool AFI album - Shut ur eyes and open ur mouth Aiden first album Sex Pistols DVD Sweeties Jeans and 2mo im gonna get him a top he wants n then its all done WOOO i've just redone my myspace profile its luks v pretty lol go see if u wanna - www.myspace.com/gemzy

[ Hit Me Baby! ] [03 Dec 2005|01:01pm] My Boyf is the biggest idiot i know!!!!! He txtd me last nite bout 3am sayin he was having a party at his house n his mum n dad are going nuts becoz of it. N then he txtd me sayin i love u. i txtd back sayin ur drunk, enjoy ur fuckin party. I was not in a good mood coz am sure that he had just remembered my name n that he has a girlfriend at that time!! n went 2 sleep. This morning, i got up he had txtd me lots of fookin drunk msgs that i choose ignore, coz i think he got a guilty conscience over sumtin. So he jts txtd me sayin that he going up 2 the football he will come n c me after it, i txtd back sayin thats nice of u i mite not be in. Now here is the idiot part: He is still fuckin drunk!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and he is goin 2 DRIVE up 2 glasgow that takes an hour! so i sed that if he drives im gonna walk in front of a bus! he still gonna drive tho....FUCKIN IDIOT!!! im so mad at him just now!! *edit just found out what he drank last nite: Half a bottle of Vodka (the big ones) 3 WHOLE bottles of wine, 6 pints of beer and a whisky!!!! i have now fallen out with him. he go drive if he fucking wants 2!!! there is no need 4 any1 2 drink that much!

[ Hit Me Baby! ] [02 Dec 2005|01:26pm] [ mood | worried ] Ok so...its Yoda's work nite out 2nite...we all know how much i love him n i know he loves me n would never hurt me..BUT im worried about 2nite...There is lots of girls at his work who fancy them (they all know he has a girlfriend but it duznt stop them trying him!) basicaly they are sluts. Now when yoda is drunk he duznt think about what he is doing n usualy ends up in very strange situations! I know he wudnt cheat me....while he is sober! this is the first time he goin out drinking with girls there without me n im worried! Yoda was lets say...a male slut..yea thats the phrase i need...i know he has cheated on girlfriends b4 but he didnt like them n was fed up with him when he did (still no fucking excuse tho!!) its not that i dont trust him....i just dont trust him when he's drunk n got all those sluts round about him who fancy him!! Also he gettin new clothes n stuff 4 it n gettin his hair all done :( im worried thats coz he tryin 2 look hot 4 the sluts :(....need 2 stop thinkin so much anyway i told him that if he cheats me thats it over becoz Nicky cheated on me n i swore after that, that no other boy was gonna treat me like that..n if they do thats it no question..as much i love yoda i wud have 2 as i cudnt trust him again after that. I learned my lesson with Nicky not 2 take guys back that cheat as i was constantly worried when he wasnt with me about what he was doing n geting stressed n thats no way 2 live a life! I do trust Yoda so i dont tink he will cheat..still am worried all the same... YAY i've dun my xmas shopping just got Yoda's guitar 2 get n im done!

[ 2 Guns To My Head | Hit Me Baby! ] Im so Mean... [29 Nov 2005|05:16pm] aaww i feel a lil bad. Today i got my hair cut off (tis jst below my chin now!) and i txtd Yoda n told him that i have a surprise 4 him...the rest of texts go like this: Yoda- Ooh yay what have u got me? i like Presents Gem - I havnt got anything 4 u, iv just got a surprise 4 u Yoda- ok now im worried, are we having a baby? Gem - Im not telling u by text babe (bad gem lol!) Yoda - is it bad news? will i need to sit down? Gem - Maybe u will need 2 sit down or you mite be happy Yoda - Are you happy? Gem - Dunno im still deciding if i am happy or not Yoda - im really worried now, i dunno if i want 2 know. Gem - You mite be happy by the surprise babe LOL he still tinks im pregnant..im not by the way lol im just winding him up the surprise is my hair. aaww i feel bad now....hope he dont get mad at me. i have never actually said im preganant tho so he cant blame me 4 that he thot it lol aawwww

[ 1 Gun To My Head | Hit Me Baby! ] [18 Nov 2005|12:36pm] [ mood | okay ] *waves* lol ok me need 2 rant n sand reminded me that i have a journal...hehe..ooh must check out Alex's new layout lol. Anyway... im totaly bummed about this weekend coz me n yoda always spend the weekend 2gether coz we dont get 2 see each other that much during week coz he is at work n i've got college. But this weekend he sed he will work overtime on Sunday so he can go 2 football on sat! now im totaly used 2 football being picked over me ( he's a guy football more important) and i cant help but feel upset about it evrytime he duz pick football over me. But this time im really annoyed coz he knows he working on sunday so we not gonna see each other at all! Sat nite its his mates birthday so he going out 2 the pub with him which i cant get mad over...but i still am :( maybe im just jealous that he has other ppl he can do things with n a dont coz i dont really have any mates??? ok gonna stop before i start going on about what else is bothering me or al be here 4 days lol. I just booked tickets for the Kerrang tour where bullet for my valentine, Hawthorne Heights and Aiden are playin YAY. if u guys havnt heard anythin by aiden i suggest you dwnload there song die romantic :D they are soooooo good me <3 them my new fave band lol

[ 4 Guns To My Head | Hit Me Baby! ] [09 Nov 2005|09:17pm] WOOOOAAHHH has it been ages since i wrote in here! BUT i have 2 write this: MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE LIVE = FUCKING AWESOME!!!!! <3 i saw them on sunday Night at Carling Academy in Glasgow with Yoda n had such a great time! one of the best gigs iv been 2! Gerard was dressed like a minister n Frankie had a lovely freddy type stripy jumper. The gig was great from start 2 finish they really are truly great live! Everytime i die and Drive by supported them n they werent bad either. newayz had 2 tell ppl lol. hope evry1 is ok xxxxx

[ Hit Me Baby! ] Abanded... [19 Sep 2005|12:39pm] [ mood | good ] so yea i hardly write in here anymore mainly coz i dont have time n 2nd coz i cant be assed these days and im hardly ever in my house 2 use the net lol. College has started back 2 weeks ago, im stressed out my head already as i failed 3 classes last year i have 2 resit them and do my HND course this year! soo tiring. me n yoda are happier than ever at the moment its going sooo well, he has been off his work for the past 2 weeks on holiday n he been coming 2 college 2 pick me up n stuff he back at work 2day so he wont be coming 2 college anymore :( im gonna miss that. anywayz i cant tink of what av been doin since i last wrote in here coz it been that long.... i usualy jst log in2 myspace n then disconnect frm the net thats all i got time 4. gotta do sum college work now....

[ Hit Me Baby! ] Heart Ache.. [03 Sep 2005|03:01pm] [ mood | lonely ] Yoda has gone hillwalking 4 the WHOLE weekend with his dad :( im missing him sooo much, i'm not long back from being away 4 a week n now he has gone at the WEEKEND!!! he is off 4 the nxt 2weeks so why cudnt he go then?? ok now im most def being a selfish bitch. he sed he didnt wanna go coz he gonna be bored 2 tears so why did he go?? not like his dad held a gun 2 his head! so this weekend i am doing nothing since i dont actually have any friends in my pathetic little life. ok im jst feeling sorry 4 myself now... but i am crying over yoda not being here i miss him. Last nite i got kinda stressed with him coz all the girls at his work fancy him n coz he now off 4 2 weeks they all gave him fucking kisses!!!! GGRRRRRR i got sooo mad, was i wrong 2???!! i sed 2 him if guys that fancied me were giving me kisses coz i was gonna be off for 2 weeks how wud u feel?? im not pleased bunch of slappers! he also has a stalker that keeps grabbing his ass n i keep tellin him 2 tell 2 fuck off but i dont tink he has! if i ever met these girls frm his work i will be having a word its just not on!!! if it was me yoda would be goin mental! he loves the fact that evry1 fancies him, if he starts 2 get big headed about it al be bringing him back 2 earth!! now im off 2 cry some more...

[ 2 Guns To My Head | Hit Me Baby! ] [29 Aug 2005|01:38pm] ok so went 2 docs n here's wat i have: A cyst :( he sed i dont need 2 worry jst now about it i can jst leave it...BUT if it gets any bigger then i most def need 2 get it cut out :( :( it has been gettin bigger so most likely it will get bigger n i will have 2 get the operation 2 have it cut out. i txtd yoda 2 tell him i had cyst n he txtd back sayin: Is that bad?? please tell me your going 2 b ok, i love u 2 much 4 anything 2 happen 2 u. xxxxxxxxxxx aaww so sweet <3 4 the time being i am ok i'll jst freek when it starts 2 grow :(

[ Hit Me Baby! ] [24 Aug 2005|01:58pm] aawwwww this is so sweet 2day Yoda is gettin another tat2 (his 12th one!!) he gettin flaming dices on his tummy n the number the nice gonna make up is MY DATE OF BIRTH!!! aawww im now gonna be stuck 2 his body 4 life! i tink its so sweet

[ 4 Guns To My Head | Hit Me Baby! ] [23 Aug 2005|02:43pm] [ mood | scared ] Ok so im gonna rant a lil bit! first off all if i dont move out soon im gonna end up going nuts! again my mum n dad are goin on about Yoda being here til "late" at nite (late 2 them is after 10!!) last nite he was here til just after 1130 n i got shouted at n told we dont have 2 c each other evry nite - i know we dont but we want 2! and if i wanna c him all the time i have 2 go out sumwhere! gggrr they just keep goin on at me over nutin! its def time i moved out coz we just cant agree on anything these days n now im 20 i shud be tryin 2 get a house n stuff n start my own independent life. 2nd of all for the past 2 months i have a lump on my head n it has been slowly getting bigger. I keep gettin really bad headaches now n Yoda is worried out of his mind about it n now so i am. im going 2 the doctors on Monday 2 see about it. My dad thinks its a cyst which aint 2 serious but it duz still mean that i will need 2 operation 2 have it removed...which understandably im freeking out about coz not only about an operation but coz its on my head!! i really hope its not serious. Yoda will be there 4 me holding my hand on monday coz im sooo scared about it.

[ Hit Me Baby! ] [20 Aug 2005|02:39pm] im so mad at yoda rite now!! not only have i been ditched 4 football 2day n im jst back frm my hols hvant saw him 4 a week but he aint txt me either n he knows i worry when he dont!!! also last nite he sed he was goin 2 his mates work 2 "sort out" 2 guys that have been hassling his mate which i got mad at coz i dont want him 2 fight n he knows it upsets me yet he has still dun it! i dont know if he ok or not!!!! :( :( he cant be mad at me 4 goin on hol coz i booked it months b4 i met him so cant cancel it n he goin on hol in Oct n he aint booked it yet so he really cant be pissed at me. im soooo annoyed rite now bet he in the pub with his mates well fuck him if he dont wanna c me then fine!!! 2 sand HUUUUUUUUGE HUG hope evrything works out fine hunny love ya xxxxx

[ Hit Me Baby! ] [10 Aug 2005|05:03pm] [ mood | good ] havnt updated 4 ages coz my net is not working rite! sumtin wrong with phoneline so makin this quick! HAPPY LATE BDAY 2 Sand sorry i cudnt txt u hunny no cred n my free msgs dont work outside the UK :( hopw u had a great trip n speak 2 ya soon XXX tis my bday 2mo al be 20 :O :O sooo old lol n then on fri me go on holiday 4 a week without yoda :( am gonna miss him looaadddzzzzz!! im worrried about leaving him coz he says he jst gonna drunk evry day 2 4get that am away! :( n when he drunk without me he duz stupid stuff! neway im off b4 i get cut off!

[ Hit Me Baby! ] Never been so happy.. [30 Jul 2005|06:28pm] [ mood | happy ] isnt it amazing how 3 simple little words can make you feel so happy . Last night james said: I LOVE YOU 2 which i replied i love u 2 :D its great that we can say it 2 each other now. we found out that we both been wanting 2 say it 4 agesssss n now we finaly have we havnt stopped sayin it 2 each other. we went 2 a band nite n met the band kicking buckets who rock my bro met them agesss ago n got there CD n i talk 2 them myspace n they all signed my arm which made james angry :( i had 2 tell him 2 calm down they only signed my arm n a was only talking them. i got a kicking buckets tshirt lol its actually quite cool. a few of my bro's girl mates told him that im pretty lol bless them. my bro was there last nite 2 n me n james were drunk hahaha oops we were moshing like a 5 year old on pogo sticks hehe. was so fun. anyway I LOVE JAMES! :D

[ 1 Gun To My Head | Hit Me Baby! ] [27 Jul 2005|02:07pm] ( Stolen From Sand )

[ 2 Guns To My Head | Hit Me Baby! ] [27 Jul 2005|01:46pm] [ mood | bored ] woah i aint wrote in here 4 agesss lol. mainly coz im always out n when i am in cant be assed writing! last nite yoda came round n he's been having a really shit time at work so 2 cheer him up i bought him earings and made him a scoobie (apparently its the new craze lol, took me weeks 2 make jst one coz i have no idea how 2 do it!) n he gave me a hug n i didnt relise his eyes were all watery until i looked at him n he told me not 2 look! AAAAAAAWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW he says that was soooo sweet n that im great n he lucky 2 have me <3 bless him. i've bought him stuff b4 n he aint dunt that bless him i guess he really is jst stressed so 2nite im takin him 2 feed the ducks lol shud be fun!

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